Friday, June 28, 2013


Well I got my first hug today. I'm not sure if a hug's all I want or not. I keep waiting for thing's to pan out but when it really comes down to it I have a choice to make. Stay in my relationship and continue dragging on like I have been or be single again; and see where it takes me. I feel like a little hellion not quite ready to decide what I want for the rest of my life. I suppose I need to sit down and talk with my boyfriend about all of this. Maybe we can part as friends, maybe we'll work something out; but I'm pretty sure I want to be alone for a while.  

I think I have just gotten to a point in life where I want to live, I want to have fun, enjoy life. I don't like playing mom to the person I am dating. Always struggling with bills, Not getting any help and when I do its an argument. House work is more than a chore unless I'm the only one doing it. I just am so far gone I guess..... Kinda like that song "Don't be falling in love as she's walking away"...... Well here goes to finding out where my relationship stands. Time to actually talk to the boyfriend...... 

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